Both the betrayed and unfaithful have to learn how to do this-for different reasons. I teach how to get control of obsessive thoughts in my End Your Affair course. The peace and comfort from His spirit helped us weather the storms that were too big for us on our own. We began praying together every night again, like we had in our early years together.
He loves taking those things that are broken and look hopeless and making them new and beautiful. When more facts are uncovered little by little also called trickle truth , there is always going to be more damage done. Sometimes this happens because the unfaithful purposely withheld information, sometimes they legitimately forgot some details or facts and sometimes they only shared partial facts.
All of that is obviously damaging to a betrayed spouse, and to the foundation of trust trying to be rebuilt in a marriage. I suggest being honest from the beginning with a full confession of the truth. To aid in knowing where your ground zero for healing is, figure the last contact with an affair partner is the starting point- because a couple cannot really heal whenever there is still any contact with the affair partner.
You can read my breaking up with an affair partner series here. This is often a key sticking point in recovery, after an affair is initially disclosed; when many unfaithful spouses make their second biggest mistake- not ending it immediately.
Do whatever it takes to end the affair right after D-day, and be honest from this point on to eliminate any new discoveries.
There are reasons they want to know about the affair, as part of their healing process. But at least being willing to work on forgiveness this is where outside help comes in , will free YOU inside of the bitterness that is going to tear you up anyway. I can tell you that our marriage is different because we know what we survived together, so we have a new normal. Yes, infidelity pain goes away in time. But it would never have happened if he was not willing to forgive me. We made it a point to have a set amount of time each day minutes is what we started to do to talk about the affair and whatever questions he had for me, and then we stopped and tried to do something together that was fun or create good memories.
The important thing for an unfaithful spouse to remember is the work is only just beginning on D-day , whether you confessed or it was exposed. It takes a long time to work through. You both have to be willing to go through a lot of pain to get to the other side. The 10 stages of healing after an affair. The betrayed husband. The unfaithful wife.
I want to thank you. The infidelity is a wounds. Think about the idea that if the wound could be healed, do you still want to be in this relationship? If you do want to stay with that person, then you need to work together to acknowledge the pain and figure out how to make it better. If you want to continue, consider taking these 4 steps. The first step is to identify what you are feeling. It is likely a combination of shock, anger, hurt, betrayal, grief, sadness and fear.
What are you feeling the most? It is important to think about that because that is what may need to subside in order for you to consider moving forward. The next step is to look at how it happened. Is it the pain of feeling cast aside or the sadness of realizing you have been lied to? Was there a breakdown of communication somewhere? Would clearer communication have been helpful? Why did that not happen?
Were there warning signs that you missed, or did you misjudge the person you thought you loved? To rebuild, it might be helpful to see how the relationship fell apart.
At some point, after you have experienced the strongest emotions, may after a few weeks, a month or maybe longer, it is time to re-establish some form of communication. The key to recovery is forgiveness. The key to getting over the infidelity and moving forward is forgiveness.
This will allow you to consider trusting that person again. They can never regain your trust unless you allow them to do that. You accomplish that by saying to that person and to yourself that you are willing to trust them again. This takes time. It may take a couple of weeks to get over being incredibly angry or hurt. You know best how long it takes for you to get over being angry. Then you will have to confront your feelings of grief and loss.
You may have lost the feelings of warmth and intimacy you had. It is like a person has died in a way. I am now at my friends house and want to start dating other decent men. Husband says he wNts me back but he refuses to give me keys to his car his office his man cave cell number and codes to iPads.
He says she was great in bed cooked good and she was a fun drunk. Yes he loves her and me. He treats me neglecte and hides money. The two of them brake up and then get together. He loves her unconditionally. I can tell he wants to unload his guilt and at the same time the shame holds him back and with that he pulls away from getting closer if we are connecting.
This happened this last weekend and I had some answers and yet he closed up again. I know that my anger blinded me with many things in the first 2 years and I tried to destroy him and used our kids as weapons towards him which I regret deeply because it only placed more distrust between us and know that it was wrong to do.
It places a burden on them and causes trauma that only as time unravels and I know because my son now is in a treatment center for attempting suicide 4 times in the last year. I really love my husband and am sad that I feel we are still both strangers to each other. Just this last weekend I had some answers from him that were never discussed before.
It was nice to have the discussions about the affair sex not in details and work though some of my questions that were spinning in my head for months. There was a closeness felt and then he backed off in a self sabotage which is see is shame and fear of closeness which is his own insecurity. Affairs are damaging to everyone and not just the betrayed spouse. My children have deep issues now that are more expensive and emotionally exhausting. Everyone gets hurt by selfish acts and redefining the marriage again is extremely difficult and frustrating.
Yes, I am glad I know now about the affair, rather than live my life with the blinders on. Yet the pain some days is unbearable because there is my own insecurity, and the lack of remorse and trust that still exists between the 2 of us. We are trying to be friends and I hope that working on a friendship more brings us closer together.
As of the depression, just recently in the last few months I started taking an anxiety medication and it helped lift some of my emotional fog.
However, I feel lost some days and have deep sadness and loneliness. Remorse is not the same as having regret and I can only hope that time is our friend and that I find the strength to see what happiness is along the way. I just found out two weeks ago my wife has been having affair for three years!!
We have been married 8! When I first found out she seemed to be telling the truth about the affair that it was short lived and along time ago!
Because of me still trying to find out who the person was I discovered it was much longer three years and was still going on when I found out! She says it was just about sex nothing else.
But she was purchasing lingerie and taking photos of herself for him which she never did for me! She says she loves me and never wanted to hurt me or lose me!
I now really understand when people say without trust their is not a true relationship. My wife left the house over a year ago. Her reason was that I sometimes would drink to much and that I should not be drinking at all. She truly had a point, when drinking I was never abusive and we did not fight a lot but if I was honest with my self which I was, that I was not totally present as I should have been, along way from it. So I was determined to do what it took to get done what needed to be done, I loved her.
Over the course of that year we spent time together visiting grand children, me helping her with different things that I had always helped out with. I was hoping we could get back together again. Wow talk about stating the obvious. So I decided I needed to figure out once and for all. It took me 2 weeks on this christmas day that she had been cheating on me for 4 years.
This is a woman I have been married to for 35 years and when I finally figured it all out I felt like I would puke Ifelt ill and I literally felt like some one kicked me in the gut.
I still feel like I am hyperventilating and cant catch my breadth, anytime during the day a thought of her or the kids or a date in time will send waves of sadness of what cannot be undone and it tears my heart out to know it will never be the same.
But I will do what I have to do to be the person I want to be living with out my wife. Never in my wildest dreams could I believe she was capable of this in this way.
My true thoughts are that this could have been going on for quite some time and that maybe there is something wrong. I may never know the whole truth and I am not sure I want to. Does not say a lot for me and my awareness as a husband so I have some work to do. I want the best for her and I hope she is ok, it breaks my heart. She was aware that this is the one thing that Icould never accept and that our marriage would be over.
Not because I am better but because I would be miserable and she would to. I will always love her and hope that she is ok. I found out that my partner of 5 years cheated on me with his friend today. It happened a year and a half ago. We have just started talking about this, just started to talk about healing.
I know it will take time and effort on both of our parts. I just hope we can get through this. I discovered my wife was having sex with another man about 25 years ago, 18 years into our marriage.
It nearly destroyed me and I developed major depression which is still being treated. During this time I have been detained in two mental institutions to protect myself, and after trying to hang myself in one I was treated with electroshock therapy.
I think I still love my wife but whenever we had sex there was always the other man present, so now I have given up sex. I have enough pain medication saved to kill myself, but what stops me is the love of my four grandchildren, so I continue to survive for them.
But maybe there will be a night when the pain of the affair is stronger than the love. This is probably not a comforting message, but this is how my life has become. My husband had multiple affairs over a year period. We were separated for four years. Even though I have a faith in God, I was still looking to my spouse for my identity and to affirm me. Once this was exposed, and we both pursued our own individual healing through an intimate relationships with God and a safe circle of others, our marriage healed and blossomed.
Has your wife tried to earn back your trust? Marriage involves two people. My husband cheated on me in I still have bad moments over 40 years later. I almost committed suicide in 75 but something stopped me. I have over the years saved my sister from injury or death 3 times.
I saved one of my dogs from a fatal illness. Recently, my now quick-thinking and decisiveness helped me save a cat who had lost his owner to cancer. We are all here on the earth for a purpose. Right now, yours is to keep loving your grandchildren.
Mine is to help others when I can. I have 2 adult children and 3 grandchildren. I help them in several ways. Forgiveness does not necessarily move into reconciliation. God bless you. My boyfriend betrayed me by sleeping with other women behind my back almost 4 years ago.
I found out by gun throwing it in my face during an argument. I went through depression for over a year. We saw a therapist for a few months, but it was my therapist and we also saw her together so it started feeling like a conflict of interest for me so I stopped therapy with him. Is it uncommon to still feel insecure and jealous for this long after?
He has done everything in his power to be good and honest and transparent. I have never fully been able to trust him again and it scares me that we will not make it sometimes. Other times things are great and I know we will be together forever and it feels right. Every now and then I will catch him looking at a girl or when he goes out of town for work I will feel anxious and worry he will be unfaithful again.
We each have two kids from previous relationships and we live together the kids live w us and we have a dog etc etc. Us breaking up and going our separate ways seems unthinkable, but are we beating a dead horse? D day was barely 2 days ago. I see all the responses have been from hurt individuals.
First, let me say that no matter the circumstance lost job, low self esteem, dwindling affection and respect from your spouse, etc. I should have been strong enough to stop…. I am accountable for my actions. Having said this, the topic here is recovery time.
I have gone to counseling on and off for two years with my wife. We have read six books along with various articles like this. I cheated for a few months with one person, however, we were physical one time. This was four years ago.
I have not done anything like this again and never will. Supported any decision she needs to make, and I listen to her anger and accusations every week to this day. Part of our counseling is her going through anger management because it has become a normal part of coping for her.
I share this so all can hopefully use this in some way to make good decisions for themselves. Thanks for sharing. I really only dislike that you talked about the backlash from her anger will take its toll. I never asked for this. If you think for one second any spouse wants the scars left behind… your wrong.
My heart is broken. My husband was my Best friend. He had a great time with his little secrets. The pain is all on me. The forgiveness is all on me. The responsibility to keep the marriage is all on me. Sorry that you had backlash. Maybe you thought she could just pick a date and get over it! Unfortunately… you were the one that got to make all the decisions and we are left holding all of the broken pieces.
I agree with what you are saying. It will take its toll. I still want to snoop even though it makes me feel anxious and then bad about myself. He deals by not talking about it. And I guess four years out there should be no talk???? I just want reassurance a lot. That we are ok. Initially he was very remorseful. We talked a lot. Then he seemed to need to close the book. I think the way he deals is he compartmentalizes things and if I say anything that hints at my insecurity due to what he did he puts up a wall.
Is it normal? Then I was doing good not snooping and now I started again. My gut tells me he is honestly not doing anything. What a loser you are. You say your wife needs anger management. What she needs is a real man in her life. Sweep her if her feet and show her a good time. Some people value the edict of loyalty, understand the value of it- and choose it, when all the benefits of abandoning it are seducing them. I have a huge problem with the whole, there might be a void that 3rd person was filling.
I was home everyday, taking care of his kids! Fuck that! OMG I love your response. My wife cheated on me for five years same bullshit excuse. Oh, you felt lonely because our relationship was going through a rough patch, your self esteem was low?
Poor baby! Maybe banging some random trash will validate you. Because you were the only one feeling lonely? I was home alone every night , feeling fantastic and fulfilled?
Very heartbroken and disappointed. A cheater always a cheater. The bullshit void is an excuse to betray the person that really loves them.
The counselor said that an affair is like a triangle. Sometimes the third person is needed to hold up the permanent relationship. What the fuck? Bullshit on bullshit. These are poor and selfish choices, plain and simple.
I agree percent. Fuck these cheating as assholes. My d day was 5 months ago. Been married 23 years to this man and Here comes some new vagina and he decides to throw our life away, it turns out she was the town whore.
His void is nothing compared to mine. Oh Wow! I am in the same exact boat as you are. Were you two able to work things out? Did he truly stop being dishonest behind your back? Any insight or advice is greatly appreciated to no end. Thank you. Unless he cares enough to listen to how you feel and accept the pain he caused you will continue to feel he does not really care.
He wants to forget about it because looking at how selfish you were and realize how ugh destruction you have caused is painful. My husband had an affair over 30 years ago. Unfortunately this woman chose to write to my husband recently.
He destroyed the letter — good move on his part. I feel like my head is back some 30 years ago and remembering things that went on. Sex was always great and still is. His pathetic excuse for his behavior was that I started a new full time job.
I found out 4 and a half years ago and I still have not been able to get over it. My husbands does not like talking about it either but sometimes I still just get so angry especially when he basically telling me to let it go and stop reliving the past. That would be easier said than done if every paycheck my husband gets does not remind me about the affair that basically destroyed my family, my son refuses to do anything with his dad.
My daughter has finally started college and I had planned to start the separation process but this pandemic threw a wrench in my plans. I understand you completely. Agree, 10 years for me. FFS I was just a tad busy. What really pisses me off is that I have always been a loyal and honest wife. Trust is crucial in a relationship. Our relationship atm is boring, meh and he is still selfish.
I have learned that the only person that can change is yourself. My eldest is off to uni next year and the other two will be done and dusted in the blink of an eye. My kids are my top priority. I have set some goals and have started to achieve them and feel good about myself. I have inner calm for the first time since finding out about his affair. Life is way too short to be miserable. The sad thing is he will realise this but it will be a little too late.
I deserve happiness, calm and to be loved unconditionally. Over the past 18 months I discovered that he has been cheating, repeatedly, mainly with prostitutes, of male, female and mixed genders. But also with other people he would meet on sex sites.
I would say that he has been unfaithful and addicted to sex for the entire duration of our marriage. I was interested by what yo7 say- that it is possible to get over such horrors but one needs help. What type of professional should one consult? Is it still possible to patch things up? Any advice welcome. It has been a terribly tough road…. Viraa, I am so sorry that you are hurting. I know your pain; for I have lived through it as well and I can confidently say that I am a better person for having gone through that.
Despite the past, if your partner is very very open and willing to reconcile, it can most definitely be done. You need to heal yourself first though and for that I recommend a life coach rather than a counselor or therapist. A life coach is, in most cases, someone that you can reach out to at any point in time where a therapist will not usually even accept emails. When healing yourself, you need someone very near walking you through almost each and every step until you are strong enough to start healing the relationship.
I am in the process of revamping my life coach business to focus solely on infidelity survivors. In Love and Light, Melissa. Melissa, I am also a life coach, and 10 weeks out from D day. I was fortunate to find a trauma therapist around my age to work with. I am sorry but when it comes to trans gender and gay sex…. And if youre not a man and thats what he wants…well time to let him go, regardless of what you have together.
And to repeatedly have sex with them, im sorry but you got to be bent if youre even considering staying. Sorry girl but thats too damn much.
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